allright... here we go again...

...for a long time i have liked to write... just write... randomly... abstract... how i think... i am not illiterate, but if i try too hard to worry about punctuation, spelling, and other stuff, so i use punctuation in a way that would make an english teacher stroke out and my preference to spell phonetically also does the same... but if i worry about that stuff... i tend to lose track of my train of thought... as many of you know me... DEEP POLITICALTHEOLOGICAL ooooh loook... shiny... had so much goin through my head lately... i love Christmas, but have come to hate the corporate crap that goes with it... kinda like Sturgis... heh... i can't justify all of the crap that goes with 'an American Christmas' especially when someone's single gift costs more than some families have to spend on their Christmas meal, am i saying we should feel guilty for working hard, having all good luck when it comes to retaining jobs, homes, vehicles, no, but i am saying that we should be thankful for the things we take for granted, and yeah, if we do have excess, mebbe consider those who could use our excess more... as many of you know i work on whut many call the frontlines, the edge of society, for me, that is where i am most comfortable, a place where life is on the line every day, a place where people enter and leave whut many would call normal society, i feel most comfortable with these folks, that ain't sayin' i don't clean up good and can place my manners where it needs to be, actually due to my multiple stations in life i can pretty effectively operate in almost any form or setting... i have whut they call woo... winning others over... yeah... like that's a suprise... i guess when i don't have dilligaf... lol... yeah... i suppose my attitude has changed a lil over tha past few years... it is whut it is and i do whut i do... i found a new way... i thought at one time it was kinder and gentler.. and in a way it is... but i still am on the frontlines...i have had so many things change... thoughts... feelings... my way of life... and yet i am still the rough around the edges... bull in a china shop... open mouth insert foot... oooooooops... kinda guy... i ain't always the kat with the sharpest klaws... but oh well... either or... i gottalot in my head.... and  i figure that i am just gonna let it flow out and go from there.. hope all your worlds are aces... LLLAKYFOTPA XD and for the old schoolers who read the old stuff... LIVE EASY, STAY GREASY!!! Much Love Papabear AKA Preacher